not so me

a mask is always easy to put on

always a tear behind a smile, never the other way round

emotions tend to toy with me lately

hormones raging; making me hate the ones i love

everything ticks me off; serious issues revolves around me

my heart hurts, but there is no one that i could try pour to

is it a sign? i seriously need another half in my life?

all i can think now is suicide or anything that involves pain

depression? or is it just the sugar talking?

stress has certainly been one of the MFing analhole

messing with my sugar levels, making it impossible to control and staying up high unaffected by gravity... life just sucks when the BSL is beyond my control..

i truly want an insulin pump

thinking about it adds more stress

the idea of pitching it to my parents

and also the cost of it

any sponsors out there?

heading back to brisbane again this coming sunday

not looking forward at all

uni starts on monday >.<

diving straight back into studies; pukes

sitting here on my couch at HOME

watching simba watch me

i am certainly gonna miss him loads....

-stress and depress-

daphdaph darker than ever