checking my uni email everyday to see if i needed to sit for a supp or not
when results came out, i was floating on cloud 9
then when pumba passed away yesterday i was devastated and broken in every way possible
it's been a melancholic and stressful week for me
which has also greatly affected my sugar levels
i'm finding it extremely hard to adjust my diet and also my insulin
plus dad has been dragging me for squash almost everyday
holidays aren't much of a holiday
been waking up early and following my parents for breakfast than followed dad to work till after lunch time
can't say much bout following dad to work, but it is hard bringing my insulin pen around
the heat here is HOT HOT HOT
and i'm always so lazy to bring my glucometer around because i do not carry a bag
and it doesn't fits into my pocket
so sometimes i miss my before lunch shots and been missing a whole bunch of glucose readings
yes i know it is super bad...
so i'm planning to get a smaller and easier to bring around glucometer
and try to find a better way to bring my insulin pen around
wish i could afford an insulin pump
life would be a whole lot easier
when for yumcha with jean and jenli earlier today at yoyo
and i'm finding everything super sweet
was hard for me to consume any of the desserts or beverages
i ended up wasting all of it
i miss coke zero so much
wondering when would coke zero arrive malaysia
beverages here are so boring
everything must contain sugar except for water and tea and things that you request to have no sugar added, some shops do not do "no sugar" =.='
i would opt for diet coke, but a tutor once told me that it increases your risk of getting parkinson's... i'm not too sure of how accurate her source is, but i guess it is better safe than sorry
life is depressing this week
p/s i miss u pumba, good night and i love u
love hugs and kisses
take care
xoxo
-daph-
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