Thursday, December 17, 2009

me madmad

emotions comes and goes as they wish nowadays
hormones fluctuating blindly; so does the sugar levels
stress is the main culprit today
if one could, u would see the sugar levels rise steadily too enormous shocking numbers
numbers that could shut one's piehole

all i want to do is let the anger out
i want the stress to turn into endorphins
instead of a frown i want a smile
today is just full of shit
nothing goes my way

what fucks the most is how some people could use their love against ones will
blackmailed by my love ones
my already ripped soul (due to pumba's lost) is being shredded and grinded till dust is all what's left

after a few days this anger would just disappear
but not tonight, i could feel it growing over it's maximum capacity
once let loose, it would be pendora's box 2.0
2 times worse then the original

off to slash till raw skin is left
emo mode kicks in

-daph-

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