Wednesday, July 21, 2010

a better daph in the making

it has been months since i did some staining on my poor blog =p
been busy during world cup fever and lazy during the winter holidays

anyways, my life is just plain blah
i'm regretting a lot of things now

regret number 1 is -
why do i never try my best in everything i do?
i tend to take lots of things for granted, and things like this could never be rewind to be redone
not giving all i have in something i do.. i realise it but i never took any action

regret number 2 is -
being fucking lazy
never ever have i been hardworking in everything i do
i give everything less than 50% of my effort
100% is beyond any task's reach
when shall that day i give my 100% effort be?

regret number 3 is -
procrastinate too much
every single minute during crucial times i procrastinate
i never fail to procrastinate NEVER
queen of all procrastinator i can be

regret number 4 is -
not being brave enough to do significant stuff that may change my life
timid and chicken i can be at times
coward daphne needs some courage

regret number 5 is -
not exploring the world around me while i still can
my life is so textbook like
bland, tasteless, black and white
PLAIN BORING

lots of other regrets that i could not bear to write down anymore, hurts to regret so much in life
would could whine and just look back
but i shall take the other option and start making up for these regrets

color life till their ain't a clean paintbrush
taste life to send my taste buds travelling around the universe
live life like i have never lived

time to change
to be a better person

2 comments:

  1. But I think you've seen a lot and done a lot already... I don't think you're a coward... Cheer up! =)

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  2. but compared to others.. it seems like i have been hermit-ing all my life.. sigh
    time to get out and spread my wings~! haha

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