Saturday, November 7, 2009

tough and sulky day

it's one of those bad days
it is just bad

when m stressed out
and gotta do things that i don't want to
i stress out even more
i could feel everything in me trying to burst and just scream it off
but it ain't fair for the other who would be screamed at
so i try my best to just keep it in

the more i keep it in
the more stressful i get

the more stressful i get
the more cravings i crave

walked pass mcD and for some reason everywhere i looked, there were a mcD soft served cone or sundae
it's a calling to feed my obsessive cravings
i need something cold and SWEET

sweet tooth moment #540245021272507127587024557
it is the worst moment one could ever endure
it is fine if you could actually have something nice and sweet without feeling the guilt and consequences
but it would never be that way ever
it is worse when there is a "diabetic police" around
they constantly get on your back
yap yap yap yap yap
yapping about how high in sugar it is or how it would make your sugar levels rocket in space
it kinda makes me feel very angry (i think that is what i'm feeling)
what can one do around here to catch a break and actually have something sweet

moody and sulking now
how i wish there is a chocolate sunday ice cream in my hands
had not had one in yearsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
the one time i actually really really really want it, i couldn't

this sucks
waiting for sweet tooth moment to pass ASAP

"do you live to eat or do you eat to live?"
so emo right now (o.O)

blahssssssssssss
the drive to study has poofed into thin air

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