Wednesday, February 17, 2010

hachiko an akita

i've watched it
and recommend it to all
especially to dog lovers; like me

i cried my eyes out
my heart was ripped apart
i couldn't hold my emotions back
tears kept flowing down my cheeks
my eyes were bloodshot red
my nose even 'teared' like a burst pipe
this movie made me love simba even more

it made me realised how much it would hurt for me to leave simba when i have to return to aus
='|

anyways, do watch Hachiko: A Dog's Story
5 stars from me with a double thumbs up

and also, please do prepare lots and lots of tissue
soft and smooth tissue, the ones that has aloe vera in it; way way more gentler on the nose and eyes

no spoilers or sneak previews from me on the movie
you've got to watch it to experience it
i bet you'll find the movie good

take care
love hugs and kisses

-daphdaph-
loves simba even more

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

there is always a first for everything

it is true u know; there is a first for everything

this morning i woke up with a splitting migraine
my very first migraine, and i seldom suffer from headaches
so it got me a little concerned
what did i did to have triggered this migraine?
the only thing i did differently was taking an insulin shot on my arm; around the biceps area
how in the world could that have triggered a freaking migraine?

panadeine does no wonders for migraine
so i had to go to the pharmacy to get something stronger and more effective
went to the pharmacy and immediately asked for the strongest they have
didn't bothered knowing what they gave me, just took it and wished migraine would go to hell

the "strongest" med was slow to work? or just not strong or effective enough
after more than 12 hours, i'm still having this slight migraine
sudden loud sound or super bright flashing lights, migraine starts flickering a little; as if its trying to dance to the groove
and i can tell migraines are sucky dancers o.O

anyways, back to how much a migraine sucks
the pain was excruciating till i couldn't keep my fluids down
was extremely nauseated
did not had breakfast or lunch
but surprise surprise, sugar levels were high
i did took my morning insulin, which should have caused my sugar levels to drop, but instead the opposite happened
weird...

therefore i have concluded that migraines are bad for diabetics~!
evil little migraines

after accompanying dad for lunch and played with simba
headed straight into my room
closed the curtains, on the aircond
set my phone to silent
drown all noises
and went to dreamland, hoping for the pain to just go away
dark room and minus all sounds did helped a lot
but it did not eliminated the migraine completely
i wonder what would
and if i do wake up with another migraine tomorrow morning, i'm heading straight to the emergency room
i want big league drugs
i ain't wanna go through a day with a migraine anymore

just got back from supper, needed comfort food
kinda afraid to fall asleep and wake up in pain again

gonna watch big bang theory to laugh all my worries away
and hoping to fall asleep and wake up with a smile
tomorrow is another day

love hugs and kisses
-daphdaph-
@.@

Thursday, February 11, 2010

o.O

happily sitting at coffee bean while waiting for my dad to finish his lunch with some of his business friends at the opposite building
sipping iced latte with cinnamon sprinkled generously on top allows me to feel icey and christmas-y on a hot summer day

was toggling with my phone till my ears decided to eavesdrop on a nice conversation
"
A said - we have been sponsoring children all over east malaysia to give them a chance to study overseas

B said - who do you actually give the sponsorship to?

A replied - kids who are smart and should be given the chance to shine

B replied - no i don't think you should give it to the smart kids, because all the smart kids are from rich family. their parents are educated, therefore are also rich and able to produce smart kids. therefore give it to not so smart kids who are poor
"
the conversation went something like that
my jaw dropped; hitting the ground
B is an ignorant bastard
i couldn't believe my ears
does he leaves under a tempurung or something?
stereotype? education-cist? wealth-cist? i dono lah what word should be used

oh wells
after that i decided not to eavesdrop anymore, best to relax and enjoy my iced latte

staying awake now while waiting for 5am
need to signon for a tutorial and it's a battlefield out there
i'm tired and super sleepy now
i would take a nap, but i fear that i'll doze too deep into dreamland
and be stuck with crappy timetable for the whole semester
might as well sacrifice sleep for one night than precious time for the whole semester

CNY is around the corner
Happy Chinese New Year
May the year of the tiger bring prosperity and the best of luck to you and your family
god bless all of you
Take care

p.s/ don't play with firecrackers ok?
you might loose your hands or burn someone/something

collect banyak banyak ang pau then don't forget to spend me k?

-daphdaph-
panda eyes
o.O

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

FML; damn u plantar wart

FML
there is this little foreign unwanted viral caused thingy protruding under my right feet
FML
FML
not too sure how i got it, but i think it is through trying out shoes at palm square? maybe china? trying out shoes for upcoming placement =|
FML
no one in my family has it
FML
it could have attacked me just because my immune system is much more susceptible than others due to diabetes
FML
diabetes have been a burden when i got it, a burden now when i still have it and would still be a burden in the future till a cure is discovered
FML
is has changed every aspect in my life ever since i had to live with it; trying to learn to live in harmony with diabetes (i wonder if harmony is the right word, currently in lost of words due to the unwanted wart under my feet)
FML
first it was shingles and now plantar wart
FML
shingles were hell; and now plantar wart would be hell 2.0?
FML
i would post an entry in the future to tell u which viral disease hurts more

till then FML

china trip day 2 entry would have to be put on hold
feeling super lazy to upload pics

take care
wart BE GONE!!!
-daph-